Realization

Hey, guess what? They close the courthouses on national holidays too!!! Now, yes, I knew this, but it didn't even cross my mind yesterday when I sped down to Nebraska City, flew up to the courthouse 5 minutes before they were supposed to close (I don't fly anywhere), and then completely deflated when I read the sign that they were closed. Yeah. I'm an airhead.

So, I titled this post, "Realization" because I came to a realization. Clever, huh? I actually have been coming to this realization for awhile now but it hit me this morning that it's not going away. I love to craft...whatever it is, I love doing it. I really love scrapbooking, but have no time. I love taking pictures, I love making cards, I even consider cooking/baking crafting. Almost all day, that's what my mind is on...what projects I can create, what things I'd like to do for whatever holiday is coming up, whatever. And then I get home with all these great ideas and good intentions...and do nothing. It's not because I don't want to. It's because I get home and I'm so utterly exhausted that I can't really muster any creative energy. So...my realization is this: I need to do this full time, somehow. Whether it's actually profitable, or if it's in my spare time while staying at home, whatever. Then I could get my things done and actually live my life. I hope.

Not sure how all of this will happen, but that's my dream.

Back to the grind... :)